Well, welcome to the diabetic world. It’s not going to be easy and not to be down but doesn’t really get easier as you go along. You do understand more and cope better. You learn what works and doesn’t. But key to it all (in my opinion) is just don’t procrastinate and do exactly what you’re supposed to. Checks, corrections, dosages, carb counting, and so on. It’s annoying at times, we all have been there and will be at the down times again. But don’t forget you have a huge community here that will help =) I wish you the best and hope none of this was coming off as a lecture.
Cheers! =D